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see you guys there, xoxo:)

16th nov.
(M) was a good one with the girls but the people there are so... o.o
Saw many familiar faces and I got to know a new friend there too ^^
So after Zirca we headed to Liang Court's Partyworld to chill as well as waited for the 1st train home. Watched the boys sing song wah Weihao's 'She Will Be Loved' seriously cannot make it man out of tune one!







17th nov.
yes yes prom night! everything was really good except for the food which look like those economic rice from kopitiam and this group of stupid motherfucks (they should get themselves fucked) sitting at the side. Ok whatever. The best part is that everybody really looked fabulous on that day! Oh, Timothy did came with his clutches and 3/4 pants too HAHAHA!! Photos do the talking now!

After prom we headed to Lavender for more celebration! Martell + coke/Polka green tea + sticks + food + games + songs + dancing + going mad + falling down more than a 1000x sums up to a really good night!! I got wasted and shouting 'guan deng la!' with my hands up followed by slamming the door becomes my signature joke-of-the-day from then onwards O.O

19th nov.







all photos up on Fb!

sorry for the late update cuz' I've been reaching home like in the morning for almost everyday in this week. this week pretty much sums up to very good night(s) for me. what about you guys?:)

For the whole of last week i've been walking around town non-stop to get all my stuffs ready for prom.

11th.

12th (Terence's birthday celebration)

1st day and the 1st hour of holiday after O's end then this fellow here ended up on a wheelchair at Tan Tock Seng. I bet he really did enjoy his holiday to the extreme uh? Hahaha anyway get well soon Timothy. See you with your clutches and 3/4 pants @ prom on the 17th!! HAHAHA.

Celebrated Terence's birthday @ Cityhall. Some of them had Hotpot Culture while the rest ran away to Seoul Garden. Teriyaki Chicken, black pepper beef cum Dora's fried egg with grilled prawn = thumbs up! Eh Carolene! Remember that we're going to open a stall @ Chomps when we're old!!:)










Accompanied Yoeliawan to hunt for his blazer:)

14th.

Yesterday I bought my first make up from MAC. While I sat down to rest after those long hours of walk I found out that I lost my bag from MAC!! ): I went back to the shop I last went to, to check their changing room and asked the assistant and all but poooooof, gone!!!!*^&^$^%@^* No choice but to buy them again. Freaking cost me 106$ just for an eye liner and an eye shadow. Curse that stupid motherfuck who took my bag!!! curse curse curse .l.

So after living my life as a girl for 17 years, today I finally realised what others meant when they said it's hard to be a girl. Know why? I tried painting all my nails since 11am till now (6pm) but mission failed!!!!!! None of them succeeded!!! O.O


Ok gtg prepare myself and head to Ali's house!
See y'guys at prom tomorrow or rather, Zirca later^^

We've been hiding enough.

last night was the 1st time i've ever seen you so vulnerable, much more vulnerable than anyone else could have been. you've never failed to stand up for me even when everyone were against me, to tell me how great i was even when i was not. you always appeared to be strong in front of me, so strong that i always thought you'll always be there for me and i'll always have you no matter what happens and that was probably the reason why i took you for granted all along. you're definitely someone dear to me, someone really dear that i've never thought of wanting to lose indeed. i hate to do this but i've got no choice because even when you were sounding so restless and so much in pain, you were still actually begging me to make you a promise, a promise i didn't want to make as i know i'll regret but i couldn't even do or say anything to salvage at all. all i could do was to hear you cry throughout the whole phone-call, telling me how weak i've made you felt for the 1st time and then crying along with you, then making you a stupid pact by telling you, 'this will be the last time you'll be hearing my voice so please don't cry, i promise you please' even when i was so reluctant to do so, so that you could felt my assurance and go to bed at ease. yes, my very 1st time assuring someone too, i didn't know it was so.. hard, or rather heart-breaking. doubt that you'll ever have the chance to read this but all i want to tell you is that i didn't mean to make you feel this weak. these 2 months seem so short but it is definitely going to be one of the most important part down my memory lane. i didn't know i'd be able to get the chance to meet you again 2 years later after losing you unknowingly 2 years back, and it was good, really good. i know it's too late to regret but hey, i'm really very sorry for screwing you up entirely.



Happy 19th birthday my dearest friend,
thank you for always being there for me.
you're the most fab boy i've met:)

i always thought about how nice it'd be, if only someone was there to assure me with sentence like, 'hey don't cry, everything is going to be fine.'

haven't be receiving this type of assurance for quite a while already. i wonder how long will i be feeling worn out both physically and mentally this time round.